Thank You - May 5, 2010

My grandmother just had her second stroke in 2 weeks, and to get the phone call from my mom that she was being Flown 2 Dallas was really hard. I had to go pick up my mother and then take her to the Hospital. It was driving me crazy that I didn't know how bad it was, I could just go off my mother's mood and she was really hurting. So I could only think the worst. I always handle hard times by trying to Isolate myself because for some odd reason it just seems easier to deal with.  I could just play things over and over in my mind, and it just takes me deeper and deeper into a hole.  then when we finally picked up my mother it was hard for me because I can't Isolate myself anymore.  I had to face it head on, but thats when I was saved.  Stephanie really stepped up and took control. She calmed my mother down, and controlled the situation.  When I am like that, I am not in a talkative mood.  I could just feel all the emotions of if this or if that  happens.  Arriving at the Hospital and walking into the room and seeing my grandmother sleeping was hard because I still didn't know how bad it was.  It turns out that it wasn't too bad and she is recovering well.  I know its hard for Steph to deal with a person like me  who shuts down emotionally when things aren't well, but she has done a great job and I wanted to write this to let the world know that I really appreciate what she has done for me and my family.  I put my faith in God and I know that God doesn't make mistakes.  I know 100% that I am not sitting here writing this without her in my life.  She is my Playmaker in Life. She makes it happen in the clutch.  So I would just like to say THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! 

I would also like to thank everyone for their support and prayers. My Thoughts, Your Time, Thanks For Reading